So i have Asperger’s syndrome, OCD, depression and anxiety. I have many things that I love and three goals in my life that I really, really want. Two that are personal, one is a wish that I bring to God. One is to have a career with animals, and the other is to marry and have a family with a beautiful woman of Italian descent, I’m Italian-American. I have had a passion for these two since I was young. Animals came when I was very young. It has been my longing since I was in kindergarten. I have always had this dream to be with animals, especially wildlife. Orcas are my favorite animals! With marrying an Italian Woman, my Italian culture has grown more into who I have been for the past few years. It became imbedded on who I was as I got older. It became a core part of who I am. My Italian culture is everything to me, and I think, (know hehe) that Italian woman are the most beautiful women. I don’t know though if there are any Italians in here. So I grew up in a traditional Italian-American family, where I idolized my Dad and whatever he said was gospel. However, many traumatic events happened since then, and I’m trying to distance myself from that view that my Dad was right about everything and everyone. However it’s very hard to get away from that view because it was like that all my life. My aunt and Dad have said things regarding my desires that I’m setting myself up for failure for only wanting to marry Italian and forcing myself to believe what they believe. It’s horrible what they say sometimes because it gives them like PTSD and I get so angry at my head. I’m getting a little bit better day by day. I don’t know what to do. I only want two things in life personally and that’s all I ask for and I’ll be happy with itbut when people say what they say and what me thinking that God is lonely something really by OCD I’m miserable.

Posted by AnthonyCaronna at 2025-03-06 04:22:16 UTC