Hi all, mom of a 22 year old son, another year has passed and I feel like the new year is full of the same challenges. He did attend Christmas eve, although it was A TOTAL STRUGGLE to get him in the car. He was going to get out and walk. Not talk. Not eat. He got there, and actually did ok (though he did not eat). He doesn't feel like he deserves to eat. So feeling good about that, and then talked to him tonight about making some resolutions, and it went sideways. He has no desire to gain anything, thinks the world is BS. I am a woman of faith (we believe in God, no judgment to anyone who does not) but if you do-appreciate your prayers. I am so exhausted. I listen, I don't give him anything. He is just not motivated by anything. I play cards, I watch his movies, (subtitles blah) but anything to connect with him. I just want to do right by him and his (real father) lives in a car in AZ, so not much support there. Not happy about that. If anyone understands, you guys do. Thanks for letting me vent.

Posted by lisawarden0802 at 2024-12-30 01:45:20 UTC