I am tired of this life. My family treats me like i am useless. They never took the time to notice i have Asperger i found out at 31 i am very mad , i have studied architecture amd then a second degree in fine arts which i got accepted only with 1,5 month of preparation while usually it takes 1- 2 years to make it. I finished the university in 4 years instead of 5 and all those years i have been working as well. My parents continually crisisise me like i m useless and that i am late at doing things while i actually do thrm very fast and they put pressure on me because i haven't moved out ( i moved out 3 times but then had to return) ,but the salary here is not enough to rent a house and i dont want roomates. They provide no support not money (they only gave me for a serious meidical expense i had to do) or psychological and they expect me to be perfect. They don't care about my difficulties and have expectations that only god could complete. I am sick of this situation. I don't want to deal with this anymore. I don't like my house or my job. I cant relax anywhere. I .sick and tired of this shit. I was just painting after cleaning all the house and making food and my father talked to me very bad because the sink wasn't clean.he is a psychopath asshole i hate him from the bottom of my heart i am tired of this torture. I hate my house and my job. My soul cant relax anywhere

Posted by Dorothy at 2024-07-28 17:10:13 UTC