I sadly am on a unexplainable way, i experienced something seen something and felt something i was so shock in fear that i no lomger believe i am Autistic. I now start to believe that im NT because of the severe stress at the moment, despite of having a diagnosis from an expert 3 years ago and another expert a year ago. it caused me so much fear that im no longer afraid of anything anymore. I have accepted the Mask as my true self. And the autism as the mask as something i must reject at all cost. something i didnt liked (the mask) felt yet so comfortable If anyone reads this i wish this to no one...

Posted by duman7767 at 2023-07-04 23:16:35 UTC